NO FEAR....

So today Parker decided to go running around the neighborhood after the dog(Rumba). This is how I imagined it going down. Back door was left unlocked Parker decided to look out back door and some how Rumba got past him. Well in his mind I can see him saying oh shoot I need to get the dog back. So I'm betting Rumba started to run around the neighborhood and little boy chasing after her. Well then I hear Dave screaming for Parker outside, I go running out and he informs me Parker is missing. So frantically we both are calling for Parker when low and behold here comes Rumba running around the corner in the street back home and little boy running after her. Just smiling away....A sigh of relief came over us. This could have turned out worse for we live right by the river and traffic flies around here. This kid knows no danger.Thank you lord and Rumba for protecting our baby. I truly believe Rumba was watching over her little boy!!!

1st day of school 2015

New Year starting 5th grade.....can't believe my little boy is growing up so fast. He has 2 new aides in his unit. He goes to a special needs classroom most of the day but gets to hang out with typical kids for specials(art,gym,lunch) I'm sad that he doesn't have his old aide Ms. Renee Roberts. I love her and so did he!!! But the good thing is she is still in the unit so he can still say hi. I just hope this change doesn't make him regress backwards and we have to start all over again. We will see... He also is about to start feeding therapy and seeing a psychologist at Childrens to see if we can overcome his eating problem.

Ms.Renee Roberts..

Later reality...

gonna take a hiatus for awhile...

Passing of grandma

Today my mother passed from lung cancer at 62. This was a hard one for all of us in the family for nobody not even herself knew she was sick. I was fortunate to visit her in August when she first was diagnosed. This was probably the first time I prayed in a long time while I was at the hospital. I prayed that she didn't suffer anymore pain. But I wasn't ready to let go either. So when the funeral came I  became numb and shut down. I couldn't even give a speech at the funeral or read a scripture let alone let Parker see grandma in a casket. Maybe that's selfish but I don't want him to remember grandma that way. I want him to remember the good times he had with grandma. My only wish was that he got to spend 1 Christmas with her. That never happened:( That's my fault for having a job that needs you every holiday

Recent Updates

I know its been awhile but mommy's been busy taking care of her health issues. This week Parker has shown us he is learning more and more. He likes to read sentences from his school work to us. Putting words togther is an improvement.  He also has learned that this house has windows. So putting 3 locks on each door of this house to try and contain him just went out the window(no pun attended) He climbed out our kitchen window and was out playing out in the yard. Mommy was napping after her dentist appointment and heard his giggles echoing though the window. Thank god I heard him and that the dog was out barking at him as well, (she was out enjoying the day before the storm cam ) He ws having a good old time setting his kid pool up and playing in his sand box. But does show us that he is quick and that we need to watch him at all times. Lesson learned!